2nd last day

feeling so sian...no mood to work...today is my 2nd last day of work..juz lost e interests of working..no motivation..dar nt here wif me..he so bz..hai..=(

i realise so many couple broke up..a few i noe de...so scary lo..longest like 4 n more yrs..noe-in all these stories juz freak me off...i afriad of breaking up...i sure die man!! e feeling sure b very bad...sob...

breaking up...in a good way is ok..as in everything end nicely..maybe remain as fren? even better..but those ended so bad..hatred..enemy...dun ever contact...so sad..

they used to b together for so long...been thru up n downs..share happiness & laugther..all these juz disappear...so sad man...

i fear of losing pple i loved...not only my dar n my family or even frenz...
frenz can b those very gd de..end up nv tok much..or even become enemy ...*scary*

ppl out der..dun ever leave me alone..
i afriad of darkness & loniness...