hai

i bery fan...headache...tink too much..tt unhealthy..hai..but cant stop my brain tinkin..
sian is only e word to describe..

tml work..really no mood...going to end attachment..but i continue working cos boss hired me. So gonna work till sch starts den...juz 1 k..better den no money..i need $$...lotsa of thing to buy..no ppl "yang" wo..too bad la..

so wat i did for weekends....rushin my report...i fear..fear of gettin low grades...n ya i hav high expectation at studies..givin myself alot stress..hai..wat can i do to improve my report.. i really tired.

went to drink..fan..sat nite meet wendy n her frenz..not fun at all so went to meet alvin..yeah him again..go pub drink wif his frenz..dunno issit good or bad to meet him again n again...he seem so close to all e girls der..really bo wei gong lo...

Sunday went out to country club...a ktv lo..at hall..order beer ..drink again..am i addicated to drinking? dunno...juz sian..feel like drinkin lo...althou i noe drinkin wont solve problem.

monday off..yet stayin at home rot..

i wanted to say sorry..really sorry.