life

juz came back from hospital...feelin sad...fear....life is so unpredictable..it seems like tt life is a suffering....torture....

my close cousin..stay with me..she juz like real sister to me..dote me alot...today she went for operation..she fine le..but still not awake of the injection..tml den will b awake...i saw the nurse push her out from the lift den into the room..I went into e room n look at her...feeling damn sad...thou she fine..but i can feel the pain..so hurtin..n my eyes were burning.. But still i appear nothing to my mama..i noe she is sad..if i cry..she even sadder.. I act normal and tryin to entertain her... Now she is still with my cousin. When reach home..i had to lie to my grandma..till now she still dunno wat happening..dun wan her to worry..even she noe..wat can she do..

Seeing my cousin lyin at e ward bed..lookin so pale..makes me tink of 10 yrs ago..in hospital..
dun wan to say more..tears are droppin down...bye

May god bless everyone healthy n strong..free from any illness...